Dealing with the same crap over and over

I'm scheming, got them demons looking over ya shoulder

Enemy just keeps getting bolder and bolder

Try to leave, they find other ways they can hold ya

Keep reliving the same stupid mistake

Thinking I can crush everything in my wake, I need a break

It feels like I'm fighting my own fate

I get exhausted, and still giving all it takes

Try to make things happen

Things just do not work

Make you think you're crazy

Makes you want to go berserk

Anything you want to do

Anything you try

Keep your eyes on the prize

Do not lose your sight

Mother daughter father son falls down

None of those people you call friends around

What will you do to keep your head up high

Throwing praise up to the sky

When your spirit's hanging down too low

Looking outward nowhere else to go

Nothing else for you to do but cry

Throw those praises to the one up high

Fighting and grinding the only ways that I know how

Thinking no other path can lead to a better now

Avoiding reality of the way things need to change

Losing control of my mind, I go insane.

Constantly causing bodily trauma all inside of me

Not knowing how to deal with all the emotions I keep bottling

But I just keep going cause I thought I could take it

I never make it, there is something inside me aching I am breaking

Try to make things happen

Things just do not work

Make you think you're crazy

Want to go berserk

Anything you want to do

Anything you try

Keep your eyes on the prize

Do not lose your sight

Mother daughter father son falls down

None of those people you call friends around

What will you do to keep your head up high

Throwing praise up to the sky

When your spirit's hanging down too low

Looking outward nowhere else to go

Nothing else for you to do but cry

Throw those praises to the one up high

Steady movin' forward, Never looking back

World tells me I'ma fail cause of what I lack

Presented with the same mess, just in a different way

Like they trying to make my whole path stray

Things I try to do, I just get annoyed

Try to make solutions and they end up null and void

But I keep goin to reach the place I need to be

Cause I can finally be free

Mother daughter father son falls down

None of those people you call friends around

What will you do to keep your head up high

Throwing praise up to the sky

When your spirit hanging down too low

Looking outward nowhere else to go

Nothing else for you to do but cry

Throw those praises to the one up high

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